Big Brother star admits after revealing rape: "It hasn't been easy for me lately"
Yanky Goldhaber reveals the personal difficulties he is experiencing and tells of an unusual event that occurred in his sleep, which left him with a powerful message that he cannot get out of his head.
Big Brother star Yanky Goldhaber revealed to his followers a personal and shaking experience he went through on Friday night. Goldhaber said that after he went to sleep early, he dreamed many dreams. He no longer remembers most of them, but one of them remained in his thoughts and does not let go.
Goldhaber described the progression of the dream:
"On Friday night I went to sleep early. During the night I dreamed a lot and a large part I do not remember, but there is one dream that does not leave my head. I am in the synagogue and there is a lesson by the Admor Rabbi Chaim Meir Wosner, of blessed memory. (Do not ask questions about dreams)."
Further in the post, Goldhaber said that while he was present in his dream in the synagogue, he noticed another rabbinical figure. The two started a conversation during which he presented many questions, until he decided to ask a personal question regarding his spiritual struggle:
"And on the side of the synagogue I see his father, Rabbi Wosner the first, of blessed memory. For some reason I enter into a conversation with him. I ask him many questions and so on, and then I ask him; 'Rebbe, how can I overcome a fall in the covenant and in guarding the holy soul?'."
According to Goldhaber, the answer he received in the dream was short and focused. The Rabbi answered him using four words said in two parts: "guarding touch", and then again "guarding touch".
However, immediately after receiving the answer, the dream came to an end. Goldhaber tried to turn to the Rabbi once more, but at that moment he woke up from his sleep:
"And when I turn around to call him again 'Rebbe, Rebbe' I am already awake and do not see him."
At the end of his words, the Big Brother star addressed the meaning he attributes to the dream, while admitting that he himself does not know for sure what the dream is supposed to say. Alongside this, he revealed that in the recent period he has been dealing with difficulties, and therefore saw in the experience he went through a kind of message that arrived at a significant time for him:
"I don't know what it means, but in the recent period it hasn't been easy for me at all, and here the holiest of the holy, this Admor, sent me a sign from heaven."
He signed off the personal post with two words expressing his hope: "I wish I would merit".
