May Arav

One of the most prominent participants in the Big Brother house, who often faced criticism and attacks over her appearance and style of dress, reveals an exciting and surprising spiritual process she has been undergoing recently.

Months after leaving the Big Brother house, May Arav opens up about her secret attempt at a relationship with Erez Isakov, the intense media pressure, and why she ultimately defined the connection as toxic.

After turning her Instagram into a hot spot, partly due to swimsuit photos, the reality star now admits she can no longer handle it — and is weighing her next steps on social media. In a series of videos she uploaded to her "confidants" list, she said through tears: "Grandmothers are writing me things I would never have the courage to write."